a pro/con list to calm me down:
bad things lately:
- insecure job situation
- no phone (unless i find/pay $150+)
- body hurts
- finals week
- housing anxiety
good things lately:
- potential employer contact tomorrow
- phone upgrade, less distractions while studying, less annoyances from people who need to text to make plans
- advil exists
- hardest exam isn’t till thursday
- finding new music!
- a best friend with a beautiful soul who selflessly takes care of me in all circumstances
- in love
- thunderstorms
- 2 poetry readings this week